Let’s flip a coin. Heads, I won’t let go. Tails, let’s flip the coin again.
Game?
Let’s See From Up Above. July 19, 2008
Is ditching the fad lately?
I do not understand why some of my so-called ‘friends’ are acting so weird lately. First, he made me believe in things that aren’t happening, made up something which he thought I’d never find out what’s real and what’s not in his made-up story. Second, she made up an act. Pretended to be bored and ‘wanted’ to go out with me, but only to find out, she’s in some place with her TH friends. The next morning, she told me she left her phone blah blah blah. Whatever. Her excuse sounded so lame.
I will not fight back, or do a revenge because I wasn’t taught to be like that. I will not step down to their level because I find it so degrading. I may let this incident pass, but I will never forget this.
Friends? I guess I have to ask Mr. Webster it’s real meaning.
So maybe you think you can outsmart me? Try me.
Lost. Loser. July 18, 2008
I wish I were a robot – can not feel anything, has no emotions, tough. But on second thought, I don’t want someone to manipulate me.
Where am I to go?
Try This And That. July 18, 2008
Drown me.
I’m so tired of wanting to have a life I know I’ll never have.
Heartstoned. July 17, 2008
The world is too small for us, I realized.
Of all the people I might possibly see today, why you? Seeing you again after everything gave me goosebumps, for real. The feeling was unexplainable, not that it felt great, but it was some sort of mixed emotions, because I never wanted to see you ever again, honestly. I need not elaborate on details, but I just wish I could.
I swore to God that if I’d see you again, I’ll break your face for being such an asshole. Looks like I have to take that back.
And so now, I just feel that I have a lot of things inside that I should cry about.
Amf. July 16, 2008
Today is fine, better than yesterday not to mention. IP ended before 3, as usual, but I never made my program run because I can’t complete the trappings. Great, the deadline is moved to Friday. Hopefully, Jupo is going to help me by making a sample program, or maybe, provide me an example. Whichever, it will be a great help, for sure.
Escaño wasn’t so great today. As early as 3PM, I wouldn’t even expect a lot of people there. I wouldn’t even expect the Tambayan to be open. So okay, change venue.
We wanted to give ourselves a treat of balots, but again, it was too early. So we strolled along the boulevard and tried the Burger stall right across. My cheeseburger with egg was okay, not something great though. The taste justified it’s price, P27. Not so busog but okay, change venue.
Wynne had a soccer practice at 5PM. We stayed at the ballfield untill 6 maybe? And to our surprise, SUMC, which was right across, was burning. The city firetruck came to the rescue, then the Filipino-Chinese firetruck followed seconds after, and as always, the SU firetruck was the last one to arrive. It arrived just after the fire was put off by the two firetrucks that arrived first. But the fire wasn’t that big though, but still. Strike two, SU firetruck.
Off to Foodnet. Then home. Called it a day.
So my day may not be exciting, but who cares? I do.
I need something to excite me aside from the news I heard that Bobby’s courting Cole.
Okay I lied, it didn’t make me feel excited.
I need a life. I miss my life. I miss the life I had.
P.S. Happy Birthday, Christopher John Alandy Dy Tiu! More to come, Chris. =) Can’t wait to see you soon!
Kiss The Goat. July 14, 2008
Now, tell me how it felt like.
I hope I made you feel like a stupid ass hanging around with people who acted as if you never existed. From this point forward, allow me to make you feel how it’s like to be taken for granted. It’s your turn to wear my shoes, and please, don’t return it. Forgive me, but my evil side is telling me that it’s time for me to get even with you. But on second thought, is it really my evil side? Whatever. For the last time, you should know by now that I could’ve made you stay in the chambers of my system for… forever. Back at ya, ***.
But… as if you would care.
Go On And Take A Bow. July 13, 2008
If love were like the ones in books and movies, then maybe I’d have a hard time believing that it does really exist.
The Show Is Over. July 11, 2008
I feel bad right now. Not that I’m affected, but yeah, I am. Fridays at Minimik isn’t doing me any good. I start to have myself connected with all the local bands, and I’m just scared I might be addicted and have this as a habit. After tonight’s rocking show, after all the lights went off, after two grands with George, after two hundred sticks of isaw, I still feel that my night is not complete simply because I feel in my heart that Loungefly owes me a “Firefly”.
Okay, so maybe I’m over-acting, but yeah, maybe I am. Having to sacrifice my all-time favorite, which is sleeping by the way, just to go to an overrated place [according to Daryl] and find out that the reason why I went there is not playing anymore because of the ‘time-limit’, is just the lamest thing ever. I wouldn’t blame Jan at all, because I know it isn’t his fault that the clock seemed to run so fast tonight. It was fate who played the game tonight. I wanted a “Firefly”, but destiny didn’t want me to hear that song just yet. The other Friday that I went to Minimik, Loungefly wasn’t able to play my “Firefly” either. See? It’s way too obvious that it really isn’t time for me to hear “Firefly” live.
Okay, now you’re thinking I’m over-acting. If only I could elaborate here why I need to hear “Firefly” live, then maybe you guys would understand why I am reacting this way. But I can’t, because it’s too personal, I couldn’t even blog about it. Soon, maybe, but definitely not now. Let’s just say that I replaced the rain with “Firefly”. I hope you get what I mean.
But still, I heart Lougefly’s songs, inspite of VP’s attitude. Way to go guys! Just cut out the negative energy. Okay, far-out.
