Promise. July 31, 2008

I want to do a lot of things, and I know I have all the time in the world to do them. But the problem is, sometimes, some things aren’t just for me. Thus, it would make me feel deprived from something I really want. But funny as it may sound, but sometimes, it’s myself who tend to deprive things that I want and like. I don’t know how it works, but that’s what I’ve come to realize these past few days. I pull down my own self, and yet I still blame other things for it. More often than not, opportunities are already right under my nose, and yet I ‘pretend’ I didn’t see them coming.

But this time, I’m not going to let anything nor anyone stop me from doing what I want and need to do.

I don’t want to go to sleep thinking what it could’ve been. So I better take this shot now, or never. It’s going to be for me, because this is what I want.

September 06, 2008 is to die for. I’d die if I won’t make it. PRAMIS!

WordCamp Philippines 2008 July 30, 2008

I was surfing the net this evening, and I found this: WordCamp Philippines 2008.

For the past 4 years of me being a blogger, I have always wanted to join groups and/or organizations that would allow me to meet new bloggerfriends, and hopefully share ideas with them about our common interest which is, of course, blogging. At first, I decided not to ‘join’ because I am afraid that I might be left-out since my ‘blogging career’ was still starting, and I was a begginer then. I didn’t know much about blogging yet when I started. I just made a blog only because I ran out of pages from my diary, and I decided to take it to the hi-technology level.

I want to join the WordCamp Philippines 2008, which is by the way organized by Mindanao Bloggers, because I believe that it’s time for me to open up ideas of learning, not just inside the four walls of the classroom, but as well as to other opportunities like this that would hopefully improve my skills in blogging and webdeveloping.

This is something I want so badly because I’ve always wanted to indulge into something I’d always love to do, and that is to LEARN. It’s as simple as that.
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• i.PH: the Domain for Individuals
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• Wazzup Manila Philippines
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• RedMedia
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• Cebu Pacific Air
• Buddy Gancenia Reality TV
• SmartBro Wireless Broadband
• SPOT.ph
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So what are you guys waiting for? JOIN now! =)

Just Imagine. July 27, 2008

I can not take this anymore. I held back, only because I never wanted to cross the line. But this is enough. If I lose everything after speaking and standing up for myself, then so be it. It may be painful expressing this, but it has been very painful ever since. I just have to do this for myself, of course, because I am not happy with what’s happening anymore. I have kept my silence, only because I thought it will still be fixed. But situations like this has to come to an end, right?

I have always been fair, God knows that. All I wanted is to have people in my life who will treat me right, and fair as well. It saddens me because all I want is a simple life, and it’s so hard for me to have one.

Once and for all, I am going to take this issue against you.

And oh, by the way, thank you for bursting my bubble.

It’s Never Enough. July 26, 2008

Happy Fiesta, Tanjay!

Here we come!

Thanks *friends*, for making it more fun!

I’m never trading you guys for anything else. =)

It’s morphing time!

Shift Key. July 24, 2008

Let’s make our lives easy.

If you’re done with step 1, proceed to step 4.

Surviving. July 23, 2008

So maybe some of you are wondering why I’m contented with 2-4 lines of entry lately.

And yeah, that is the reason why I don’t have time to write long posts.

As I enter in this new venture, I am very excited and scared as well.
Scared, because it might not give me the chance to write anymore. Ever.

But nonetheless, wish us luck! Thank you!

By the way, it’s just lately that I realized that compressing everything you want to write in just 2-4 sentences is the hardest thing in writing.

Will I? July 22, 2008

Let’s flip a coin. Heads, I won’t let go. Tails, let’s flip the coin again.

Game?

Let’s See From Up Above. July 19, 2008

Is ditching the fad lately?

I do not understand why some of my so-called ‘friends’ are acting so weird lately. First, he made me believe in things that aren’t happening, made up something which he thought I’d never find out what’s real and what’s not in his made-up story. Second, she made up an act. Pretended to be bored and ‘wanted’ to go out with me, but only to find out, she’s in some place with her TH friends. The next morning, she told me she left her phone blah blah blah. Whatever. Her excuse sounded so lame.

I will not fight back, or do a revenge because I wasn’t taught to be like that. I will not step down to their level because I find it so degrading. I may let this incident pass, but I will never forget this.

Friends? I guess I have to ask Mr. Webster it’s real meaning.

So maybe you think you can outsmart me? Try me.

Lost. Loser. July 18, 2008

I wish I were a robot – can not feel anything, has no emotions, tough. But on second thought, I don’t want someone to manipulate me.

Where am I to go?

Try This And That. July 18, 2008

Drown me.

I’m so tired of wanting to have a life I know I’ll never have.